Sincerity: honesty and genuineness: honesty in the expression of true or deep feelings

To make someone happy is so difficult, so tired to please someone happy. To what extent will someone go to the extent to make the person happy, and to how will the person be happy with no close relationship. Whatever it is, my personality, not really able to get much friends, best friends or whatever called.

Try to open up and yes, I found many who is really sincere to me but some of them are no longer kept in contact. Fact, I do miss u individuals one of u. Mentioned most, not many will catch my eye as friend, not being selective. Being said as nonchalant as a personality of mine, I do not deny that.

I lost 3 person in life which i would not like not to be lost. Lost, can I be able to get it back? Am I able to find back my lost person in life. Friends leave and come as time passes, but to me, I accepted but not these 3 persons. Bringing them back into my life aren’t easy, do u want to be my friend again? tianhui miss to much extent.
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Life aren't easy for human, i considered it so. Emo in my definition: early identification of depression. Having no idea where the sadness came from, feelings or sadness,disappointment,regrets just came filling into the space of heart. Making it so heavy.Picture and memories start to play back like some old 60s movie. And yes, it hurts much to be in there, tat confined space.