Tianhui miss dad alot alot super lot. But so far life still go on. Sometime to see a happy complete family make me jealous but now, i have taken things at my stride.

Lost or losing is wat i felt throughout this week. "LOSING" this word make someone fearful, someone to fall into depression, someone/ something gone or either the another way by react in a positive way by cherishing better.

I lost many and gained little.
Wat i have now is wat i have been holding onto
Though it's not much but i considered it so
Living in contentment, i feel the emptiness
Dun know why, i just leave it till time heals

No idea how to express my feelings in words
I just kept myself silent till the point where
i lost it all, dh and A. Maybe not just both but more.
Losing, lost, finding a path back to restoration

Sadden, tianhui miss dad.