Tianhui is back, that shy quite thin-skinned person in which do not know how to express care and concern through words. There is this saying, words mean one thing and heart is the opposite.

When i take a moment to reflect on my life, I find myself not being a friend, a real true friend to any one. I wonder if there is problem in me that I do not express my feelings. I wonder if me even feel. Sentimental but yet feelings not expressed. Many time, I would be asking myself , if u care, why aren't u there, why aren't u calling and why aren't u concerning.

Conclusion, something is wrong with my expressing nerves.

Studies force me to keep reading biology books. I can said now, biology is fun, I learnt more about chemistry. I love both of the subjects. I am loving what i am studying now- Biomedical science. Yeah, all that I learnt went into my big brain. I getting grades that I am happy with. Everything is going smooth, I wonder what I will do when I get out of my poly life. I am growing and growing each day. Time flies so am I. Get a ticket and here we go to the next month soon.

Financial side, I am planning to get a camera, holga and nikkon camera and most of all, planning to get a car by 2011 if raising the money from now. WORKING part-time is a MUST to get a CAR.