last week of attachment at the east. 4 weeks aren't long and so far, i have particular section in which i prefer to be in. this attachment has verified the possibility of me becoming a Medical Technologist.
What is Medical Technologist?
- A medical technologist is a healthcare professional who performs diagnostic analytic tests on human body fluids such as blood, urine, sputum, stool, cerebrospinal fluid (CSF), peritoneal fluid, pericardial fluid, and synovial fluid, as well as other specimens.

for this week, i am in the blood transfusion and in there, i am a block of wood (don't deny it cause i am afraid that i might do wrong OR i dun know where to start helping from). When i saw the large amount of blood coming into the section for banking, somehow, i got this scared feeling (about 25% afraid). i have not idea how to describe for i dun know why i am so.

for 3 weeks, i am fine seeing blood but upon seeing large volume of blood, it repel me away. and for today, i spilled blood,serum over my left hand and on the floor due to someone's carelessness of putting the specimen into the centrifuge machine without checking if the specimen is tightly closed. When see the serum and blood over the floor and my hands, i am trembling. I tot i will get help like "instantly" but no one came to my rescue. (for a moment, i am lost).

i dun know if this is really for me. dun need comment on the statement.

Can you listen or see first before you judge people. dun give ur opinions so fast and dun give a damn assumption of the action and words.