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tonight, i scolded and shouted over some frequent issue in family. i should have love you like how i used to when you were younger, treated you like my small brother.

1 more month and it will soon be the month of May 2010 and should i say that i am happy or sad. I am happy that i am going to graduate in the month of May and i am sad that my maid who worked in my house for 4 years is leaving. It is hard for me to adapt. Since young, i have maid taking care of my everyday needs and all, now that i am left on my own. I am scared that i might not be able to prove myself strong to my sister and my mum. I am afraid of being scolded.

during this month, i am trying hard to prove. i am sad, feeling terrible. just leave me alone when i need to cause i dun wan to strain on anything or anyone.

tomorrow is a long day. work from 8.30 to 1pm > to sch to do a video assignment > to celebrate jolina homie birthday.
transform me to be a rich kid that i may afford my own car.