220411 (Good Friday)

the same day 3 years back was the first date. I am sad and short-tempered because of a sms. I seriously got Attitude Problem, i just can't control my anger, me being emo but just leave me alone when i am having symptoms.

I should not have expected so much from you. we both being an introvert, i dun expect much cause i know myself too well. Being passive in everything, wanting to keep everything to heart. I have now understood what i was told 3 years ago, being so emotional over something that i should not have.

I wan to be a changed person, i dun wan to "feel" so much.

Wo huan nian de

i should become a wall, to block off all emotions, responsibilities and all problems that are not mine.

1 weeks after my summer break started. i am jobless and oh man, seriously, where do i get the money to pay for my next semester tuition fee. going crazy, i need high pay, as in $6 and above within short period of time. Hope my results will be fine.