14 December 2008
Class was alright but i almost zao. first time i would want to run away from class. The lesson was about Slim10, the slimming pill. It is kind of tempting to leave when u got an offer of watching a movie at 3pm. Conclusion, i stayed because i was playing a multiplayer game Counter-Strike with my classmates.

After school was the module selection,i went there happily thinking that i would have the chance of getting into IPBMS but i went out of the lecture hall with my head down. I sat there thinking to myself, is this the end? I get myself out of Medical Imaging, wanting to get into IPBMS(advanced diploma), i am unable to.
Yes,so what if you got GPA of 3.65. SO WHAT! u are lack of rDNA module and what the hell did u drop medical imaging. So what if i got such a high GPA, this is not what i want. I sat at a corner, teared. I cannot take the fact that the chances of getting into IPBMS is low or maybe zero. I am such a dumb ass to get out of medical imaging.
Reason of dropping: not able to cope with the environment as i be there by myself and my student mates without my family once i leave Singapore. I am unable to face the fact that i be there, unable to come back to Sg due to the lack of money for air tickets. I wan to get into IPBMS, how much i wan, can i be able to get in. MAYBE or maybe no. Watever, i just wan to get a good FYP team.

Everything has its reason. Tianhui, u can do it, pick up yourself and pull it through. Heart pain, don't want to cry.i wan to just disappear from the earth.

My God reigns
His love will never fails me
My God reigns
He is ruling over all
In all my life, in every situations
I know, my God is able
My God is over all.