what is bothering me'
1) FYP team
2) Studies matters
3) friendship

FYP is something that can not fool around with. i dun wan to get my ass into a team where i have to work the shit out of me. I got a fixed team but somehow i just dun feel alright.

Something major happened in my studies, SUPER BIG. I am unable to pursure my medical imaging degree so i am praying hard that i get into the Advanced Diploma in Biomedical Science which can lead me to Monash Uni.Dropping out of Medical Imaging which has a confirmed space for me in Monash Uni to the current status of neither here nor there.

i love medical imaging and yet i drop the track due to the reality of life.Yes, so what if your GPA is 3.7, so what? i am neither here nor there.

i really wonder if i have friend that are there for me. i dun need pretenders, i dun need you to be there for the sake of being there. i know the differences, so dun make me a dumb dumb.

Am i really a friend to u or am i a bad friend that's the reason why. i dun know how to express for i dun know how to. All i ever know is to hold on tight and everything will be fine.
I am grateful for the people that is around me but really, do i have a friend that will be there for me(even when i just want to be alone). Looking at the interaction of different people, u called me friend but u treated me as of no importance (respect).Forget it la, i dun bother u as friend if u think i am not of any importance to u.